surreal situations of my sleep

everytime i blink i get forty lashes and momentarily black out.  sometimes it helps focus my eyes or clear my head.  Most often i am having a stream of memories that i don't remember.   I think they are called dreams.  Except that people always say that dreams are really goals.  I don't think my accomplishments are synonymous with the surreal situations of my sleep.  translated into conscious sound, this is what bad dreams are made of.